I don't know
I don't know which way to go
I'm stuck up on this road
I'll just ride it like a rollercoaster

Lifestyle is a definite
said tomorrow ain't definite
I'm living out the best of it
I'm just talking for the hell of it
I'm just sick of all the questioning
I'm just sick of all the pestering
When they all start bitching steady politicing
thats when i get devilish
Speaking of the devil, I'm a dirty bastard
steady moving backwards
she told if i love her then none of this would happen
thats when i saw all my sins overlapping
I remember dating manda then i cheated on her
then she tried to fuck around and stab me
steady talking about my exes cause a future without em couldn't put it past me.

I'm just thinking about last week
damn i was deep up in the matrix
I was dodging bullets couldn't fucking face it
I was running back just like walter payton
Now i'm all on my lonesome
drown my thoughts with more thots
drying out my ocean
like cyclone i broke down
when i speak my mind i get choked up
when im thinking of my past i get worked up
I was fighting with my dad over bitches
then i moved away and lost a couple brothers in the trenches
now I cannot help when i'm feeling defeated
my girl said baby go out and go get it
got bills to pay so im getting this spinach
I'm thinking about now i'm not worried about tomorrow you follow cause

I was slowly hating Nina cause i figured we wasn't on the same page
I was slowly hating rapping cause i didn't wanna rap about the same thing
But i am allergic to quit
I know my mama ain't raise me a bitch
Thats why i gotta keep doing this shit
cause sometimes my thoughts just be telling me sit
I don't know how much longer i can stand all this shit
when i can just rap about trapping and selling
and as long as the beat hot they'll give me a grammy
and niggas will come out steady calling me family
and people will talk getting all in my head
and i turn and swing at my circle instead
all because what a fuck nigga said
All because i wasn't taking my meds

I'm just tryna leave some evidence
i'm just driving for the hell of it
I'm just tryna stay relevant
I'm just tryna stay ahead of it
So they know who the hell I is
when the thoughts start racing hearts start breaking
thats when i get damaging
I'm just tryna stay bless
I'm just tryna be the best
I'm just tryna kill the stress
I'm just tryna get a check
I'm just tryna be next
If these niggas wanna try me driving right beside me coming for their necks


Lifestyle is a definite
said tomorrow ain't definite
I'm living out the best of it
I'm just talking for the hell of it
I'm just sick of all the questioning
I'm just sick of all the pestering
When they all start bitching steady politicing
thats when i get arrogant

I don't know
I don't know which way to go
I'm stuck up on this road
I'll just ride it like a rollercoaster
I don't know
I don't know which way to go
I'm stuck up on this road
I'll just ride it like a rollercoaster